hey, back to my story...
so, i didn't even finish my Mike's all 4 of them...) I had a good night though, don't get me wrong. I didn't get drunk at all, so i felt like it was a waste of money and i didn't even enjoy the drinks. I might as well of drank pop, which would have been equally gross. Last night might just have been the beginning of some flu or something though..

So, I get up bright and early this morning for XC practice. Go to meal hall.(NOTE TO SELF: Never ever get b.berry bran muffin again!) Threw up before practice and left a 1/4 of the way through. Sorry guys, just couldn't keep the pace...

Then my mom and Brooke showed up. Went to Halifax. First time at the RUNNING ROOM. Oooo...ahhhh...Got some new sneaks! Pretty excitted about that. My mom's visit was quite short. Got here, did laundry, went to Hali, shoppping, then she dropped me off here and went home..

So, i figured I'd go out tonight, you know being saturday night and all...I feel soo sick still! BLUH! Got a little bit of work done, not much...talked with best friend cat for a bit though. Great to hear she's doing awesome!

Keith's friends are here for the weekend. Laura (whom i've met before) and Flynn. Great peeps. Very cool. Hung out with them last night while they all did shrooms.

Anyways, I think i'm dyeing...i'm going to go to bed...check on me tomorrow make sure i'm alive please:)

PUMPED TO THE MAX!!! Yesterday XC won the bulmer race!! One of the funnest things i've done since i've been here. Great costumes by everyone. My fav's were the underwear and the 80's chicks..MC's guitar baton was also pretty cool

So, I was pumped to get drunk last night. I get my Mike's Cran Lemonaide, which i normally LUV. Tasted horrible, ...my mom just got here!!!!! I'll finish my story after...it's a good one..

STAY TUNED!!! :)

I'm crying right now. First time since i've been here. Was really sad last night, and wrote a couple of emails. Thanks for the reply josh. The card made me smile the letter made me cry...
I WANT TO GO HOME

sometimes friends hurt you and sometimes you hurt them

sorry

Ran a 1/2 Marathon this morning! (1:49:17) Won a bag of apples.
Long weekend with nobody around. Lots of studying to get done, doesn't seem like it's happening...Well, i'm trying...I ended up with a 62% on my chem exam. Kinda' makes me sick to think about it.
Calc went not too bad. Still waiting for my mark though.
So, Josh tells me that he misses me...Now i think of him even more...we made a deal that next time we see each other, if we're both single that we should try again...kind of a strange deal now that i think about it, but i wish that time was now...He was definatly the best i've had...
The dumbest thing is I can't even put his picture up in my room because it makes me sad...

This weekend is kinda lonely with everyone being gone and all, and the plans for cat to come up being cancelled and everything else...at least my XC girls are here, and I had so much fun with them today at the Marathon and yesterday trying to get to St. Fx after our van was vandalized in the middle of the night, then getting lost on the way home! I love those girls soo much.

I got my first massage ever today. Very nice. Well, i'm tired, need sleep, and have to study...time to go...