Why do I do this to myself? Today is here right now. But if I wait for just a little while it could be forever. Could it really be forever? I have a habit of f-ing things up. Maybe I'm only capable of dealing with right now. I don't even know what to think about next week. We might not even be here next week for all we know. Just how long is forever?
I wish I could just know what the right thing for little paulette is. Then I'd probably do the opposite.